New sunshine

I am determined to leave all the dramatic bullshit behind and get back to my usual happy cheerful self, finish my uni year and concentrate on the long sunny summer days ahead me :))

Today we finished a conversation, my dearest person and me, and I am not going to bring it up again, it is possible to control you memories, push them in the very back of your mind, keep them there and face life as if nothing never happened. I come across as a wee silly girl, but the depths of my emotions are scary, I can erase an experience as easy as create a brand new, shiny one.

Aaaanyway...no more pseudo-drama-oh-poor-me-bullshit :))

The song of the week, and I don't fucking care what people think of me after that revelation :))

CHOCOLATE - Kylie Minogue

Fragile, seems I opened up to quick and all my dreams were woken up

I slowly lost my fight

with every single man a river cried

I had no sensation, completely numb I felt no satisfaction

I thought no one could ever get me high again

I swear I was not looking

I've waited so long,

I thought the real thing was a fake, I thought it was a tool to break me down

you prove me wrong again

If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,

in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down

if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,

hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down,

like chocolate

Tastes so good my hearts been mended, who'd have thought it would?

an empty bed and still I won the catch, a man who I love and who loves me back

I've waited so long for love to heal me, so I'd feel it, thought it wasn't real and then you came

you prove me wrong again

If love were liquid it would drown me in a placeless place refine me,

in a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down

if love were human it would know me in a lost space come and show me,

hold me and control me and then melt me slowly down,

like chocolate

Come here, zoom in, catch the smile

there's no doubt it's for you and I'm addicted tonight

Just one look boy to mellow it out

just one heart here to save me now

your candy kisses are sweet I know

hold me tight baby, don't let go

I am still not following any blog and I haven't told anyone about mine, because so far its just...weird :)) Who the hell...honestly! ... would spend time reading someone else's drama?! But then again....we all watch Big Brother :))